living the high life.

since ive been back... non stop pampering
all the way from excessive alcohol consumption
to an overly priced hairdo.
this is horribly sinful.

but then again...why am i complaining?
guilt perhaps.

and somehow i dont feel myself.
its like all these excess things....are pulling me down.
lower and lower....
into unfamiliar terroritory.
a side of myself i possibly hate.

need to get back.
come back.

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