render me helpless.

psychology has this term called "learnt helplessness"
basically...
its doing nothing.
when ure hurt.
nothing at all to defend urself.
for you know its utterly useless.
even if you try,
nothing you do will change the ultimate outcome.

pessimistic i know.
but sometimes.
thats how it is.
WHATEVER you do doesnt make a difference.
so all you can do is sit back and take it all.
not necessarily wholeheartedly,
but taking it.
head on.