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size doesnt (does) matter.

i wonder when the day will come.
when human beings are not concerned about their weight.
not in terms of health related issues.
but for aesthetic purposes.

i admit i have fallen into the trap of being a person who eats like a bird one day.
and an elephant the other.
yo yo-ing.

its exhausting to fret over the amount of food you will be consuming in a day.
counting.
and calculating.

but yet.
i cant help it.
im in a trance.

maybe the results arent showing.
or my mind is playing tricks on me.
i dont know.
all i know is.
its taking a toll.

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